Last night was the first night of my life of freedom. I went out on a date with Mr.CyberSexy from the dating website. I have to say it was probably the best first date I have ever been on. Wow. Mr.CS is tall and handsome. Hilarious funny and smart…and did I mention sexy? We had a delicious seafood dinner and drinks, attended a funny musical and then both sang karaoke at a local bar. It was amazing and so much fun! I can’t believe I have wasted so much time just imagining that Mr. Loves Being Loved was my soulmate. One night with someone who loves laughing and joking, made me realize what I would have been missing out on if I had stayed with Mr. LBL. Now, I am not sure if we are going out again. I hope so, but we know that I tend to get my heart hurt, so I am trying to be calm and not too intense. Such a great night, y’all. It’s amazing how when you open your eyes, sometimes you can actually see the moonlight. It’s all there, everything you wanted is within reach. The moonlight is shining and making life look magical. I don’t know who will be the person my heart loves next, but at least I know that it has let go of HIM. The fantasy of him has been erased enough for me to smile and laugh again, hold hands and kiss someone good night with hope that we stand together under the moon again soon.
Night, Y’all. Sweet Dreams. xoxox